Pergh..............I did not into blogging for ages....sometimes i felt i was so busy but i ended up doing nothing actually...so now i plan to start blogging again....The latest new from me was i just came back from India...not the latest latest actually. The story dah basi I think. For those who are frens of mine in my facebook, they knew already. I went to delhi for about 6 days for International Conference for Competition Law......New Delhi is sooooooo polluted. A lot of cars and rubbish. I was lucky because i stayed at 5 star hotel le meridien. The food was delicious and the interior design is amazing. I like the combination of colour red and black but guess what, i did not take any picture.. I did not even bring a camera because i don have one. I only have this N95 Nokia hp.....thanks to the HP...The best journey was to the one of the seven wonders in the world...........Taj Mahal....Just imagine guys, there are no proper roads to the Taj Mahal...it made me think: where the hell that all monies collected from the enterance fees go......I think it went to the government's own pocket.... Taj Mahal located in Agra, 4 hours from New Delhi...actually there is a place called old delhi. Believe me guys,... I almost die there.....traffic was so fucking busy....u can hear horning sound throughout your journey....non-stop babe/..but the good thing was that after all painful journey and obstacles, I saw a damn beautiful white palace..TAJ MAHALLLL.......It s so damn amazing...i cant tell that feeling....You will have this kind of weird feeling.......AMAZING....It is just a grave actually............The sad thing that at the left hand side of the Taj Mahal there is a mosque, but the place to take abolution was dirty and neglected....

Now back to paper presented. I was so fucking nervous because definitely, all participants were experts in the area of competition law....me and couple of young lawyers presented on the second day...But it was a useful experience....i met some important experts in competition law who knew a little bit about the development of competition law in Malaysia.

I went there by Singapore airlines....no much different from MAS airlines...i don know why some people said that the Singapore airlines better than Malaysia....I don know.....it seems the same to me....maybe i am not expert in this aviation industry.....The worst thing was that...Transittttttt..

There is no direct flight from Aussie to India but have to transit in Spore then from Singapore to Delhi.....throughout the journey i just watched movies.......The food was not halal...I accidently ate pork in fried noodle which i thought was scramble eggs....... i lost my virginity then......i broke the record.......

After two days staying in the 5 stars hotel, i moved to a budget hotel which was so scarry...i hired a personal tour guide to go to Taj Mahal......i managed to buy something for my mum.....it was so scarry travelling alone in Delhi.....be careful guy.....if you don know anybody there, u will find so many manipulative people who want to suck up ur money.......even from the government tour agencies....U will be realizing it at the end of your journey.........you will be locked in.......I am not saying that there are no such people in our country. But i think my experience in Delhi was too muchchhhhhhhhhhh

Malaysia aku kembali

Ramadan dah tiba ke hujungnye...Ramadhan tahun ni paling worse dalam hidup aku...adelah sebabnye....dah dua kali berpuasa di rantauan....tak rase langsung mase berlalu....sekarang ni memang dah takde mood nak study...buat keje sikit sikit je.....dah terbayang nak balik Malaysia. Malaysia nntikan kedatangan aku.....rindu pada kamu...pada semua yang ade pada kamu....ayah ibu.....keluarga dan kawan2.....akhirnye aku pulang.......biar terubat rindu disini......selamat tinggal australia..aku tinggalkan sementara waktu kesepian disini....juga kerinduan pada kawan2 disini.....aku akan datang lagi....selamat hari raya semua............

Lame tak update

Lamenye tak update....sebab sekrang ni tengah sibuk. Dah menjelma puase....pejam celik dah seminggu puase kat sini...yang best nye kat sini, berbuke puase cepat, dalam pukull 5.30...so tak la terasa sangat. Macam tahun lepas, tahun ni berbuke di surau kat macquarie university, so tak la terasa sunyi dah bosan sangat..tahun ni ramai budak malaysia and indonesia join..

Dulu stay sorang2 kat bilik, mcm cave man, sekrang dah ade officemate baru dari Indonesia, walaupun tak bleh buat sesuke hati mcm dulu (hehe) tapi la ni tak la bosan sangat kat dalam bilik, kire ade le teman nak berbual. Ever since my fren from thailand dah pindah ke UNSW, memang aku sorang le yang buat phd in competition law. My fren from Bangladesh, masih lagi di bangladesh collect data katenye, tak tahu bile balik. Asalnye ade dua orang indian girls yang duduk kat bilik aku, tapi kesian kat diaorang, sebab supervisor diaorang g cabut tempat lain, sorang tu ikut supervisor dia, sorang lag entah ke mane, dengar terus give up phd, husband sakit katenye......entah r, phd ni memang gambling, takut jugak sekrang ni....takut tak lepas....

Tak sabar nak balik malaysia nak raye kat sane. Lag 3 minggu lag.

Dah Setahun

Pejam celik pejam celik, dah setahun dah aku kat aussie ni. Bile buat research memang tak rase mase berlalu. Hari2 tension and lost..huhu.....ade bende yang best kat aussie ade gak bende tak best:-

Yang best
1. Dapat jalan2 tempat orang...takla mengadap taman melati je
2.Dapat kenal budaya dan cara hidup masyarakat di negara orang-tak semua budaya barat teruk...sometimes diaorang lag ade kesedaran sivik eg. menghormati pejalan kaki bile nak melintas, cara pembelajaran diaorang lain dari kite, abis univ pun awal, tak suke jaga tepi kain orang etc
3.Dapat kawan among foreigners...tak lah mengadap orang2 yang sama...tao orang aussie eksen sikit..huh
4. Dapat tahu betapa rindu nye kat negara sendiri bile berjauhan di negara orang
5. Dapat improve English-selalu cakap english r walaupun kawan2 kat law ni bangladesh, sebab aku tak tahu ckp bangla
6. Dapat melancong-domestic ticket murah, bleh g new zealand or gold cost......

Yang tak best
1. Cuace yang lintang pukang-especially winter--oiii tak suke nye sebab terlalu sejuk dan kene pakai bnyk lotion and baju belapis2
2.Makanan-nak makanan Malaysia gak, makanan halal susah nak cari
3.Waktu malam-deaaddddd...taman melati lag meriah
4. Sara hidup tinggi beb- transport mahal, makanan dah la tak sesuai..mahal lak tu...transport nak ke kfc halal lag mahal dari harge kfc, tgk wayang mahal,
5. Orang tua terabai-memang ketara sangat

Tu r dia serba sedikit pasal aussie..hehe....

Semester Holiday

Sekarang ni university tengah cuti semester. So ramai kelibat takde le....yang ade cume budak2 phd la yang takde cuti....keje memanjang sampai 3-4 tahun....boringnye.....dah la semua orang dalam bilik aku takde........si bangladesh dah balik kg, setahun katenye nak collect data.....dua orang indian ladies nak pindah univ sebab supervisor diaorang lari ke univ lain.....memang jad cave man r aku..dah la tingkat bilik aku telah diseal...sebab under construction sebelah......tepu chek oiiiiii.......cuace la mak ai suram...sejuk......takde orang...eee....creepy nye.......terus aku makan makanan mexican creep namenye sedap................tak pe r nasa...tabah kan hati kau.....abiskan je phd kau tu........huhuhu

Di mana tanggungjawab anak2

Kat australia ni selain daripada cuaca, waktu malam and makanan, yang paling aku tak suke bile melihat orang2 tua, terbiar ditinggalkan oleh anak2 sendiri yang telah bekeluarga......kalau mereka yang tidak berkahwin, aku faham le sebab takde anak2 nak jaga....tap yang ade anak serupa takde anak....sebab tu la ramai yang tak nak kawin tak nak ade commitment....aku selalu terserempak dengan makcik2 and pakcik2 tua yang amat tua....sampai nak bukak mulut nak ckp pun ambik mase dalam 5 minit...jalan langsung la tak boleh sangat tap masih lag tunggu bas nak beli keperluan harian...igtkan takde anak, tap ade rupenye....anak2 dah ade kehidupan sendiri.....make, ibubapa tak dihiraukan...kat aussie ni, bile cecah je 21 tahun....ibubapa dah tak boleh buat ape dah....mereka tak boleh menghalang kebebasan anak2 mereka....tu yang anak2 banyk lemak.....penah satu ketika....aku menitiskan airmata, bile melihat seorang makcik yang terlalu tua sampai tak boleh bercakap....masih tunggu kat perhentian bas.....nak jalan pun memang dah tak mampu dah......aku terpikir sendiri....dimanakah anak2 dia......inikah yang dinamakan negara maju......

memang sah dah tak jad peg NZ

Sekarang ni memang semua dah confirm tak nak pegi NZ sebab gara2 takut swine flu. Semua university dah keluar amaran tidak menggalakkan student pegi travel ke oversea. So aku burnt je la tiket AUD160...Nasib r tak mahal sangat.....ermmm...mungkin takde rezeki kot...rasenye akan pegi juga at least tahun depan....tap yang best nye...bulan 9 ni aku balik raye ke Malaysia lepas tu seblum balik sydney balik aku nak bawak my mum and dad to Sabah jalan2 naik airsia.....arghh tak sabar nak balik....dah rindu makanan malaysia..esp asam pedas ikan parang...........